When I received an e-mail from Roland (Sintos Coloma) about participating in the 50th celebration of the American Educational Studies Association (AESA), I did not hesitate to agree to do so. What I did not envision, at the time, is how difficult and complex this process of writing an article for the special issue of "Educational Studies" is. I have several titles and introductions filed under the proverbial "t" because nothing felt fiery, engaging, or like me. I knew that "living memories" is a must, in light of 2017's conference theme: "Memory, Remembering & Forgetting: (Re)Envisioning Educational Worlds." However, my spirit and soul were hungry for (what?); but I could not name the missing ingredient(s).